I'm loosing it. So many bills, no food, no word on food stamps, and I'm doing it all alone. Yeah, he's there, but he might as well not be. He's useless when it comes to being an adult. I think it might be easier to deal with if I were truly alone, then I would not have the dissapointment. where is he tonight? A movie.
"I'll fill out the paper work if you tell me what to do. I don't understand what it says." Then I might as well do it. You are an idiot. You aren't listening to a damn word I'm saying. You consistantly not having a job is tearing us apart. Love is everything, but it will not feed us or put pay the bills for our son's therapy. Why don't you care? WHy can't you just be responsible? You give me glimpses of who you could be, but as soon as you think I am placated, you go back to your selfish, self possessed world. tonight, I hate you.