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What have I gotten myself into?

Thu Dec 31, 2009, 12:28 AM
*ahem*
FUUUUUUUCK!!!
Corel X is kicking my ass...T_T;...is i stooped? *whine* I'm beginning to think I may have to this shit old school, at least I know how to work with those mediums. Ugh. I am tired and confused and damnit I just want this to be good. Admittedly I am jumping the gun on this as I do not even have a script for the first chapter of Twilight Cafe, but still I thought this would like like a fish to vodka ya know? Merf...shnarf shnarf.
My Wacom tablet is very cool, yes the Wacom Gods heard my prayers finally, and I am drunk with the possibilities all my new programs and what not hold, but every time I get in there and start to test it out...epic fail. I'm just bitching folks cause my hand hurts and my eyes and my back from trying this new shit. lol I know it is going to take practice and work but I needed to vent. *sigh*
Seriously though...it's making me wonder if I am cut out for this. I can't get anything right here...
Just a bit overwhelmed...so much I need to do...write the script, read these...6? books, meditate on this new path of theology, thinking about getting back to school cause I am 25 and where the FUCK am I?, punch out the first draft of my next please-let-it-be-a-novel, and lets not forget my two full time jobs of motherhood and employee of a 4 star hotel!!
Man...I wear myself out...where is this cloning I've heard so much about?
Quick! I needs beerz, cookies, and bed! Well? Snap to it!
As you were.

  • Mood: Hysterical
  • Listening to: Within Temptation
  • Reading: ...I've lost count...*cry*
  • Drinking: Water

Discombobulated....I best tidy up my head...

Mon Oct 5, 2009, 1:35 AM
Yes Archimedes...yes...so yeah. I draw her often enough I decided to put it to good use and incorporated her into the basic idea for Twilight Cafe. Long run viable? Who knows but either way right now it works. I'm still struggling with...er...simplifying her to that she will fit into the style. Work in progress. <3


SHE"S A WEREWOLF! It fits! Oh...so...well. mwhahahahah

EDIT: *ahem* Yeah so...I am in the process of breaking my own heart so I can go back to a normal existence. What happened? Well, my dear little wolf bit off more than she could chew while she was playing. Ugh. No worries about characters though. Cassie stays. I like the idea too much and I really needed a werewolf character. I doubt I will change her design, maybe funky her up a little more but yeah...so that's were I am. Enjoy the maudlin results! LOL

  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: Adele (right cuz blues helps)
  • Reading: Affinity by Sarah Waters <3
  • Drinking: Water

Twitterpated...

Tue Sep 22, 2009, 10:58 AM
I am completely. So much trouble...all my drawings have been usurped by this strange Janus worshiping foul and joyous thing. Twilight Cafe to return by and by when I can breathe again or at least I hope. In the mean time ya'll are stuck with the object of my obsession and the expressions there of. LOL

  • Mood: Love Dazed
  • Listening to: Natalie Merchant
  • Reading: The Child Theif ( but I don't really like it)
  • Drinking: Water

Journy in Furtive Creativity

Fri Aug 21, 2009, 12:17 AM
I keep wafting back and forth between this-is-crap-I-should-just-burn-it-all-and-bury-myself-alive to hey this might might be okay. I wish I had delusions of grandeur, maybe I would feel more certain at lest a few minutes out of the day...
Have a get together Sunday with my amateur editor (read friend with skillz) for The Tempest...Oh Fuck me! Maybe I should just pretend I was dead at the time.
Luck?

  • Mood: Apprehensive
  • Listening to: Within Temptation
  • Reading: Women Who Run with the Wolves

Twilight Cafe

Wed Jul 29, 2009, 12:57 AM
Sooooo...yet another webcomic idea brewing with art/sketches posted. Yeah supernatural cafe run by a king in exile from another dimension! Good times.

  • Mood: Pride

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